..............And as this entity grows inside of me; I thoroughly understand that I must provide an effective solution to deal with it, encompassing all surrounding factors. While my mind wanders; in search of the right answer I grow closer. What if the answer is "fall"? What if I've already fallen? And as life presents me with a number of questions I prepare to answer them, with a question of my own.........

....

As my dispostion is altered, I am still in a plaesent state;

Imagine dosin off in my arms to the scent of chocolate in an incubus song
you feel free you aint got much on
I feel free so i'm comin on strong
but I'm not tryna climb inside you
i just wanna be in ya mind to guide you
you dont see the beauty in ya eyes but i do
the diamonds in ya eyes dont lie you shine boo
and need i remind you that i do shine too
and i do find YOU divinely insightful
you said you were'nt on the same page as me
but ya lips and ya eyes say you cravin me
if it goes down what would they say to me
and even if it doesn't what would they BELIEVE
just relax here and lay with me
spend a day with me
here in make believe.....

Inspiration; C.H.

Dec 4.

Come support ya boy DJ Lyric and DJ Khaos on Dec. 4, GreenHouse....its goin down!!!!!

Home Sweet Kingdom

As I return from a trip from the kingdom I am reminded of the current mission ahead. The Queen has been gracious enough to release her youngest son into the cold world to acquire an education; ultimately for the betterment of the kingdom. My heart is overcome with joy to learn that all is well at home. It is that confirmation that fuels my ambition to continue to succeed.

Stranger

As I stand in the world's marketplace of knowledge, I am approached. "My name is Homesickness, I'm Depression's sister". Fourtunately Depression is a stranger to me, but for some reason i'm starting to recognize Homesickness more and more every time I encounter her.......

Dont call it a comebak; Chris Brown Transform Ya

Incorrect

Shoot for the moon, and even if you miss you'll still land amoung the stars....This is completely inaccurate and I dont agree with this for a few reasons. For one; if i'm shootin' for the moon please believe i'm hittin it exactly where i want. Two; the moon is far closer to us than anything else in our solar system, if you miss that you're assed out, leavin empty handed. So when i shoot consider me gone, because my aim is focused way past the moon......It is a pretty dope pit stop I must admit. -R.Lafayette

Bomb

ya boy is embarkin' on a new level of his life, whats dope is that the people who wanna come are holdin on tight not lettin me leave they sight, and the ones who dont, let go............but please believe; you WILL feel the aftermath when i blow............. rather you want to or not -R. Lafayette

Time

Everyday is a grind, and although I know my eternal clock is tickin' I live like time isn't a factor. 24 hours just is not enough to complete a day. Time is slippery, and if you're not careful you'll lose it. Time is an incredible factor in life, without it we would not be able to measure speed or age. I know my eternal clock is tickin' but i live my life like time is not a factor.

The Current Challenge

nothin i love more than a challenge........but at the same time nothin i hate more than defeat...this is the part of my life where all those hard work qualities show up......or bust.

Everyday must be different

college is a trip....and very unlike highschool (to say the least) however; if you're not careful it can become monotnous. i have a schedule just like everyone else...but i consciously dont remember it because i dont want to get into a system. Everyday must be different. This is key.

a highjumper's fear

as a highjumper there are certain things that can offset some of the worst fears an athlete can encounter such as;

the heavy dream-couldnt barely get off the ground

the awkward landing- landing on the bar (ouch!)

the 30th "run through"- cant bring yourself to jump

but the worst of all has to be the lonely mat.

i've not highjumped since late may, and not competitively since early may. as a highjumper i fear that i will lose the natural motions of the thechnique. training is cool and i understand that i need to adjust to college athletics but like a tru jumper "all i want to do is jump.

school school school

damn college life is a lot different from what you've been told it was your whole life, unfortunately i can not explain it, or give you an "insider's peek" this is one of those things you just gotta find out for yourself...........start here

Mt. Sac

One of the best experiences of my Track and Field carreer was the Mt. Sac Relays. I qualified my junior year but since it was at the end of the year i had to wait until '09 to compete. I got to experience Track and Field at a whole different level. Not only was this a National meet but the colleges and professionals competed the same weekend. As an athlete and a student of the sport i was humbled by being able to meet some of my favorite runners and some of the members of the world class team, along with many other cool people. Shouts to U of A team for a cool stay in the Raddison Hotel. click here for results of the meet

Strong Black Woman You Are: Lauryn Hill

Lauryn hill.......

One of the most intelligent and beautiful minds i've EVER encounterd. So much of me is her. For me to say that i have been influenced by this woman would be a terrible understatement. Her prespective on life is so positive.... The statement "she's changed my life" is not suffice subjective to ms. Lauryn Hill.

XIOS

From the fall/winter 2008 collection click here to see more

Tyson Gay; American sprinter

Role Model Tyson Gay

This is from Louie Vuitton's Mens fall 2009 collection (love the accented gloves)

Pictures of the Creator

You dont know me......but you will